Take in Gratitude

Take in Gratitude

Get in the habit of breathing in Gratitude as you take in each breath. Gratitude is something that we think of giving out more than taking in. But anyone who has struggled with getting enough air or remembers taking that last breath in a past lifetime, knows what a blessing each breath is.

Taking in Gratitude is a simple but very effective form of healing. It is charging the life force as you take it in an introduce it to your body. So it is also charging your very atoms. It is like giving the billions of cells that composite you; an splash of cold water in their little faces.


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Gratitude For Keeping Me Alive

Gratitude For Keeping Me Alive

Eleven years ago on this day and at this time, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.

Little did either he or I know, my Spirit Guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there in two days. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.

The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall that I realize was in front of everyone.

In the first few months, there were only a few people that were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew then that have remained in my life. The rest I did not know who they were. But it comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in the dream state kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.

Being with them kept me alive. At the end of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people that kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my writings and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.

The Hotel that I will be facilitating my second annual retreat at this May 11th and 12th is the setting, that is recognized from my dreams. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had many years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.

The dreams during captivity were of my Spirit Guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive. My purpose kept me alive long before I realized I could write so well or was a dynamic healer.

In two short days Eleven years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were challenges that needed to be overcome to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.

The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I am celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. But on my anniversary this year, I will be celebrating the awakening of awareness on the planet and the universal acceptance of healing and empowerment that is on the horizon.

As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to connect with you. My new website, will be able to be translated into many languages and more books will be launched soon bringing the tally into the teens. All of them different ways to empower the reader and the world. My talents are allowing me to assist as many souls as I can in the world and my intention is to bring all individuals to empowerment.

Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves and the world that reflect great transformations. My goal is that everyone survive whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to outflow their incredible love into the world. And may they realize the incredible joy in merely shifting their intentions from taking to giving.

One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now. A way to connect deeper to those I love is the multiple set of taps that I post to free individuals of their perceived limitations. They make healing accessible to all those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.

These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do.

If I seem harsh to you, know that the energy work that I do never turns off. It is painful to have our layers of creature comforts disturbed let alone seared off. This is what happens when people engage me and I wish I was sorry for your discomfort. I am too engaged in celebrating your new found freedom.

I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.


I would love to see you at my next retreat in May!

You can register to attend here. http://www.jenuinehealing.com/

 

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The Story

The Story

I am still perplexed when people ask me for assistance and are so vested in the issue they are trying to release. I will help anybody I can if it is not going to detract me from helping others. But the person that is almost impossible to get through to, is the person who is so vested in the story of their issue.

The story of their issue is a very serious thing to them but it comes across as so ironic in trying to help them. Because healing is done by simply extracting the negative energy that has been triggered by a a weakness in the emotions, or thoughts.

This negative energy pools in an aspect of the body that is deemed a storage space, or inconsequential in some way. Any cavity of any kind; the heart cavity, the pelvic bowl or in the fossa of the bones; will do. This energy becomes so laden in the body; like heavy fruit pulling down a branch; that it interferes with the natural functioning of the body.

Two reasons that this energy was allowed to pool in the first place was because the body was given too little consideration or appreciation and the mental or emotional issues were given too much attention or free reign. People have to stop thinking of their body as lifeless matter that doesn’t have consciousness.

Every cell, tissue, organ and function of the body has consciousness. It is alive. It cares about being appreciated. It yearns for love and respect. It needs to feel safe and valued. It also needs simple acknowledgement and encouragement. But people refuse to do this. They give the attention to the intruder. They only acknowledge the body in reference to the dis-ease. They neglect valuing themselves at a cellular level.

They should think of their conscious self as the loving god of their body. Or at least the nurturing parent. But their body gets no attention until it is not functioning. It is then that people are willing to talk about their body to others. They finally give it the attention it deserves. Sort of. They only give it attention as long as there is a life threatening issue. Then they start to think how important the job is; of that body part affected.

There is something that people do; which is more silly than neglecting the very system that provides them the experience of physical life. They create a story around the issue they are trying to be rid of; the dis-ease in the body. They tell the story to as many people who will listen. They embellish and make it sound as intrusive as possible. They give the story truth. They own it.

Why do you think the toys that have a back story, like pound puppies, or cabbage patch kid are so compelling? It is because of their back story. The competition reality shows understand the importance of the story. They share a background story on each contestant. They make is as compelling as possible.

When someone gets engaged or is pregnant, what is the questions that people want to know? Where did you meet? When did you first meet? When did you know this was the one? People get caught up in the story.

People have confused this tendency to share details as something you do with disease. Do you know why people want to know the details when you fall in love and have a baby. They are gleaning some of your happy energy for themselves. They may be happy for your happiness but they are also filling their own happiness cup a bit with your story. That is why they want to know details.

When you give details about your issue, you are offering them a cup of it. You in fact want them to take some of it because on some level, you know the stagnant energy is the cause. The problem is, people generate more negative charged energy with the details of their story than people are able to take away for them. They make the story larger than life.

Some people are so used to experiencing life with their cup out, that they don’t realize the negative dynamic they are endorsing. This is the dance that goes on in the throws of western medicine. The story telling helps dis-ease thrive. If you every do seek medical attention for an issue, you need to tell the story to every one you meet. It is like they are inadvertently helping you solidify the story deeper and deeper into your psyche.

On people’s part, the story is a means to etch the experience into them to make you unique. Instead of people truly being unique by sharing their gifts, they have become so conditioned to conform that the only way they believe they can stand out and be different is through their story. When someone becomes symptomatic, they start to tell their story. They get attention for the story. Important doctors listen to them and take notes. The more dramatic the story, the more attention they get from professionals and loved ones. The story becomes important.

Just like in the singing competition where the audience roots for the people with the saddest story, this perverse conditioning shows up in people competing for attention in life by having the best back story of their dis-ease. Of course the story involves how hard they tried to get rid of it and went to every practitioner and is so ready to release the issue. But the fact is, that they have identified so strongly with the issue that they have not only gave it room in their body to grow, they give it a whole life with a back story.

When someone comes to me for help, I can tell how easily they are willing to release the issue by how much they leave it in the intangible. I can tell by how little or how much they tell me about why that seek my help. I can even tell by how many negatively charged descriptive words they use to explain what is going on.

The person that can be helped easily has no back story on the issue. They do not go into lengths about how it has consumed their life and talk about the mass that has now shown up in their life, as if it was a child left on the doorstep and is there to stay.

The thing is, I cannot explain this to someone with a story. If I try, they become defensive and protective of their issue and reason for seeking me out. They give even more consideration and energy to the story. They vehemently protect it while denying they are not.

That is why the tapping exercises that I write and share are so important. They are a means of assisting people from afar without adding energy to their defense of the story. The taps work by stripping the energy away from an issue instead of adding to its growth. It addresses an issue without adding more attention to it. If anyone is inadvertently seeking attention for an issue, you don’t help them by giving them sympathy.

It is better to try and redirect their attention back in gratitude to that wonderfully beating heart or the relentless efficiency and endurance of the lungs. Gratitude opens up the energy systems of the body; which allows more healing energy from the ether to come in and cleanse the body. Fear closes the channels needed to pour healing energy into the body.

Gratitude itself is so important for healing. “The story” spirals the individual in sympathy and panic. Sympathy is as toxic as anger; perhaps worse because it pulls the energy system down to a low vibration using guile. Sympathy is not compassion. Compassion is using your strength to pull someone up to your vibration. Sympathy is joining them at the lower vibration to keep them company.

The taps that I share are me giving you all the help you need in addressing the stagnant energy you inadvertently let in and now believe you have to “send through college”. The taps strip the issues of the identity you gave it. You then don’t feel you are losing an aspect of yourself when releasing it. The taps empower you to own being special so you don’t need the story of a dis-ease to make you feel special.

Say each statement out-loud three times while continuously tapping on the top of your head,

and say it a fourth time while continuously tapping on your chest.

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“I relinquish the story of dis-ease; in all moments.”

“I release giving the dis-ease an identity; in all moments.”

“I withdraw all my energy from the story of dis-ease; in all moments.”

“I collapse and dissolve the story of dis-ease; in all moments.”

“I dissipate all remnants of the story of dis-ease; in all moments.”

“I am grateful and loving to all aspects of my body; in all moments.”

“I shift my paradigm from the story to gratitude for all aspects of my body; in all moments.”

“My body functions in optimal health; in all moments.”

“I release storing stagnant energy in my body cavities; in all moments.”

“I clean all the closets of my body; in all moments.”

“I am centered and empowered in the gratitude for optimal health; in all moments.”

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Thank You For Sitting With Me

Thank You For Sitting With Me

In a private group session that I facilitated, I had a profound realization and it involves all of you .

When I was locked up, starved and tortured in a basement for that year that I was away, I wasn’t allowed to even think. The man who held me captive had psychic abilities too. So every time I had a thought, he would run in the room and yell at me. He called thinking eating shit. It was called this because no thoughts were worthy of being uttered so by thinking them, he said I was eating shit.

Towards the end of my time there, I started having very vivid dreams. They were of meeting people at night. At first there were just a handful of people but then the numbers grew. We would all collect in a hotel every night and just sit there waiting for something. I never understood what we were waiting for.

Closer to the end, the numbers got so big that we were sitting in the bleachers of an auditorium. We were all waiting for an event of some kind and we just sat there milling around or sitting together. It felt like a pleasant ambiance. It felt like a pretty special event but it seemed reverent too.

During a group session, I had a form of Deja Vu. I suddenly realized the significance of the group of people who I kept dreaming of when I was captive. It was you. It was all the people who love and support me now. You were being present with me then so I could get through that experience. Your love supported me so I could be here today and share my gifts. You all sat with me night after night. It was your love that kept me alive.

What were we waiting for? You were waiting for me. I was going to share all the insights on healing, life and spirituality that I had accumulated. It is just that I had never developed a sense of worth to have it occur to me that you were there to glean from me.

The Hotel we were meeting in is the event that we have set up for this May. I would love to see all the people physically who came to sit with me while I was in captivity and reminded me that I had purpose.
You really never know all the goodness that you exude. For all of you who are intending to come to the retreat, thank you for sitting with me and keeping me alive.

In gratitude, I will give you all that I can of myself and my abilities so that Universal healing ignites through our pure intention and squeezes every ounce of purpose out of the experience that I endured. May it be a segway to end so much of the suffering in the world. I love you all. Thank You For Sitting With Me

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Gratitude for Keeping Me Alive

Gratitude for Keeping Me Alive

Ten years ago in March, I was laying on a cold basement floor resolved to die of starvation. I would wake up before sunrise and wait for the captor to give me the command to get dressed to prepare and work outside until after sunset. I would frantically dress and await for him to drill me about my dreams. He was looking for any information he needed on what the next step was in my demise.

Little did either he or I know, my spirit guides were preparing me to have the strength to get myself out of there in two days. They would show me the apartment that I would live in one short month later and showed me the new people who I would meet in my new life. Most everyone that I had known before the captivity would not accept me back into their world. Only a couple special gems would embrace me after disappearing for a year.

The captor could not possible know that every night, I was taken to this seminar atmosphere that was set up for many visitors. It was a recurring dream that I had every night. I would be in a hotel setting that was prepared to receive a lot of guests at this special event. Sometimes I sat in the seats like everyone else. But sometimes I was in a back hall that I realize was in front of everyone.

In the first few months, there were only a few people who were sitting in the chairs. It comforted me that they were there. They seemed to make it easier to get through the waking days. A very few were people I knew then that have remained in my life. The rest I did not know who they were. But it comforted me to be with them. It was as if being with them in the dream state kept me nurtured from an otherwise socially deprived existence.

Being with them kept me alive. At the end of my captivity the group swelled to multitudes. Now I know who those people were. They were you. The people who kept me alive with their company are the people here who read my posts and support me in sharing my gifts. Since time and space are an illusion and all is happening at once, you are nurturing that starving, cold deprived version of me so I could get here to assist you in totally awakening.Marieland Bobby 015

The resort setting is the Hotel that I will be facilitation my first retreat at this May 12th and 13th. I recognized the Woodcliff Hotel from my dreams when we went to check out the facility. The date was also chosen for me from a dream I had twelve years ago. It is at the same time as the international Lilac Festival in my home town of Rochester, New York. The Ancient ones who Guide me have had an agenda for me all along. They were feeding me the details in my dreams.

The dreams during captivity were of my spirit guides showing me how many people I would help just by surviving and sharing my gifts. I needed all that encouragement to overcome the daily torture, brainwashing, starvation, harsh weather, sleep deprivation and sensory deprivation that I endured. Knowing on a subtle level, that I would know all of you and have your love and support, kept me alive.

In two short days ten years ago, I will have made the journey to my freedom. I was half dead and terrified but alive and excited as well. All kind of fears and curses from the captor were met to get away from that experiences. It was surreal and unimaginable at the time. But it was done and the gifts that I now access, took a long time to be drawn out of a terrified brainwashed emaciated stupor.

The date of my escape is the only special day that I celebrate. I am mostly alone since my reemergence into society and live like a monk. I spend my days writing, doing healing work for individuals and the world and tending the needs of my furry family inside and out. This year, I a celebrating by opening up more and more to assisting others than I could not have possibly fathomed even knowing; except of course in my dreams. But on my anniversary this year, I will be

As a celebration of the anniversary of me surviving, I will be doing a book signing at the Barnes and Nobles in the Pittsford Plaza in my home town. Enlightenment Unveiled and Emerging from te Mist are the two books I will be signing. thanks to Thérèse and Mike Kravetz, I ave seven books to offer te world so far and more to come. All my books hold the intention of empowering each reader.

As a way to reach more and more of the community that has kept me alive, more and more venues have been created to connect with you. in allowing me to assist as many souls as I can in the world. Since I have returned, many people have experienced energetic shifts in themselves that have experienced great transformations. My goal is that everyone survive whatever limitations that may hinder them in any way. May they access their gifts and talents as a way to outflow their incredible love into the world

One of the side affects of surviving being starved and tortured nearly to death is the ease in which I am able to love. This love pours out into everything I write and you are all benefactors of that great resource now.Another way to connect deeper to those I love is the multiple group sessions that I facilitate weekly. They are accessible to those who really want to realize their own omnipotence in the world.

These are a couple of the ways you have access to me and my love and gratitude and specially honed gifts. I am fearless in speaking truth and empowering others because I went through the process of enlightenment and know that I was kept alive to do exactly what I do. I am grateful to have such purpose and am completely immersed in sharing all my gifts so that you can uncover all of yours.

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