Recently I had a session with a regular client. She is very healthy but wanted to work on her physical health as a preventative thing. Her only concern in that area was a thickness or a harmless cyst in her left foot. That is what she wanted to address.
As I tuned in, I perceived a rebellious streak in her and lack of discipline; like she was afraid to move forward in thought. She adamantly agreed. We had, in past sessions, uncovered deep issues over being enslaved. So it made sense that she would resent being told what to do in any form. This was even causing her display incredible lack of discipline in any areas where she felt she was being inhibited.
This dichotomy also played out in her personal interactions. She resented being helped in any way but also backed herself in a corner so that she needed assistance by love ones. This showed up in her financial and social affairs. The behavior reminded me of an animal that has been caged for so long that they are conditioned to be afraid to leave the cage.
Some of the taps I led her through for this were:
(Say each statement three times while tapping on your head, and say it a fourth time while tapping on your chest.)
I release confusing self-discipline for enslavement, in all lifetimes.
I release the aversion to discipline, in all lifetimes.
I release confusing rebellion for freedom, in all lifetimes.
I release using rebellion to free myself, in all lifetimes.
I had thought we had uncovered the core issue but after layers of stagnant energy were removed a particular lifetime was revealed. In the past, in a lifetime as a slave, she had run away and been returned. The punishment for the crime was being literally nailed to the floor. The excruciating pain and horrific frustration of being treated this way were stored in that cyst in her foot. It was a past life wound from a despicable violation to her humanitarian rights.
Here were a couple of the taps:
I remove the causal (past life) nail from my foot, in all lifetimes.
I heal all causal wounds, in all lifetimes.
The woman felt the experience of what was uncovered as her truth. It resonated. It was very validating to her to have it revealed. In the session, I went to that slave lifetime. I held that slave in his terror. He was frenzied and could not be calmed. I held him as he struggled to get free and poured incredible love into him until he could calm down. When he finally relaxed, melted into the love and into the woman she is in the moment. This experience was no longer a separation in her, she was more integrated.