Simha and I enjoyed a car ride together recently. She was very happy with her face out the window. I thought of how much I love her. I started to indulge in the feeling of how much I will miss her down the road when it is her time to cross over. It was a great car ride and I got lost in my thoughts.
But Simha left her post at the window and started looking out the front of the car. She was acting funny and seemed a little pensive. I had no idea why she was acting strangely. Then it occurred to me that she knows what I am thinking. Simha thought she was leaving me today. She only knows the moment so to her, it was happening in the moment. I put her through that trauma with my thoughts.
I will be more sensitive in the future. I do not want to be so insensitive again.